This is definitely an inspiration!! Pretty much the way my body looks right now too, and what it will look like when I am closer to my goal weight. :)
For those who think curves are in .... you are right. But know the difference !! I do.
Sunday, September 7, 2014
5 lbs down in only 3 days !!
I weighed myself after my shower today. I am down five pounds !!! Beyond excited. It's only been three days since I started drinking protein shakes, and eating less. My will power is paying off! I can't wait to go shopping and buy what I want instead of just what fits. I have a ways to go, but I am very optimistic. :)
Pictures with the Kids
Today it's sunny outside, and not raining. Each year I take the kids out to a special place to take pictures of them. I hate paying the prices the school charges for pictures, especially when I know I can do better than some cheap "hurry up and smile" snaps. And this way, I get to have as many printed as I want.
I woke up to no protein shake mix. Waiting for my new stuff to arrive in the mail. I started the morning off with a coffee and artificial sweetener. It seems to have curved my craving for food. I carry around a water bottle with me all day, so that works too. Since I have been consciously watching what I eat for a few days now, it's not too hard to not eat a lot.
I'm going to step on the scale today when I finish with my shower. I am a little scared to. Crossing my fingers that the numbers won't discourage me. I have a feeling I will be spending a lot of time blogging to avoid food cravings in the near future.
One good thing is that I set myself up with a date in a couple of months with a really hot guy that I like. So that will help me too. I want to look good when I see him.
I woke up to no protein shake mix. Waiting for my new stuff to arrive in the mail. I started the morning off with a coffee and artificial sweetener. It seems to have curved my craving for food. I carry around a water bottle with me all day, so that works too. Since I have been consciously watching what I eat for a few days now, it's not too hard to not eat a lot.
I'm going to step on the scale today when I finish with my shower. I am a little scared to. Crossing my fingers that the numbers won't discourage me. I have a feeling I will be spending a lot of time blogging to avoid food cravings in the near future.
One good thing is that I set myself up with a date in a couple of months with a really hot guy that I like. So that will help me too. I want to look good when I see him.
Saturday, September 6, 2014
Sick of Fat
Today I am embarking on a journey that I started years ago, but stopped for some reason or another. After a toxic relationship had ended, I fell into a deep, dark depressive state of mind, and gained back all the weight that I had worked so hard to lose over a two year period. I went from being over 200 lbs to being 150 lbs, and my body looked smokin HOT. Now I have gained it all back, and I am sick and tired of being a fucking elephant. When I look at my body I want to puke. It is hard to even look in the mirror at myself. I don't go on dates anymore, and can barely leave my own home. I don't want people to see me like this. This blog will serve as my comfort, my outlet for frustration, and my ever growing diary as I get back to that thinner me, and lose the fatass me once and for all.
Sorry but I have turned off comments so that I can avoid those who criticize my eating habits and want to tell me how to be more healthy. I am not interested in your help. This is my journey, not yours. Thanks, but no thanks.
I started a couple of days ago drinking protein shakes. Five a day. I am just about out of the shakes that I had stored in the cupboard, so I had to order some new. The kind that I got is Total Soy as I have read good things about it. I will let you know how it works for me as the weeks go on. I am also sticking to pro ana ways, because it works and she is my friend. I use the protein shakes to avoid thinning hair, and to flavor a good portion of the water that I will drink in a day. It's filling too. :)
If all goes well, by Valentines 2015, I will be 60 lbs lighter than I am now and ready to meet my hot man who will sweep me off my feet.
Sorry but I have turned off comments so that I can avoid those who criticize my eating habits and want to tell me how to be more healthy. I am not interested in your help. This is my journey, not yours. Thanks, but no thanks.
I started a couple of days ago drinking protein shakes. Five a day. I am just about out of the shakes that I had stored in the cupboard, so I had to order some new. The kind that I got is Total Soy as I have read good things about it. I will let you know how it works for me as the weeks go on. I am also sticking to pro ana ways, because it works and she is my friend. I use the protein shakes to avoid thinning hair, and to flavor a good portion of the water that I will drink in a day. It's filling too. :)
If all goes well, by Valentines 2015, I will be 60 lbs lighter than I am now and ready to meet my hot man who will sweep me off my feet.
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